Parties make me nauseous. Parties make me manic. When I am manic, I am nauseous. When I am manic, I am romantic. When I am manic, I am manic. When I party, I am manic. When I am manic, I party. Parties feel like mania -- all parties remember me of mania. When I am not manic and I am at a party, it makes me wish I were manic so I could party. When I party, I am manic. When I am not manic, I do not party. I wish I could party when I was not manic, but when I party, I am manic.