*extends my hand to you, pulls you back up from the ruin*

questions:

what is having sex with someone you hate?
what is this knife on my plate?
stop chewing on my body?
stop fucking me when i'm crying?
stop looking at me and touching yourself?
stop getting off on my discomfort?
i shouldn't have to scream?

poem: i can't even walk through my own house without apologizing.
poem: the love never saw me happy.
poem: talk about making it better.
poem: resisting the pull of recent searches.
poem: i'm not the most beautiful woman you've ever seen.